快崩溃了.....

可能我真的太自私了...

才令你地再一次遠離我吧

最近很累

發生左好多好多無開心噶事

卻沒有輸出口

以爲有人可以陪伴

卻又是一場空

連一個博頭都沒

好挂住好挂你啊

我知道

聼日可以見到你了

我卻怕我會哭得不像樣

 

最近

有點懼男症

可能因爲之前發生的事

好恐怖

甚至e+。我還會發噩夢

過去遼..lam...

 

 

 

 

坚强感耐..好似终于出现了缺口

源于琴晚一个梦..好夢却總繫易醒

梦里嘎自己..好倖福好倖福

有一个好锡自己嘎人..好浪漫.好体贴

就算再攰都笑得好開心

可能...感好嘎梦....源于同大葱講開嘎话题吧

隻繫一觉醒来..只有冻冻嘎空气围住我.

高三好似真繫好辛苦..

大傢都好努力好努力...壓力真繫好大

我吾貫...好吾慣.....所以膽小地逃開暸

真的好沒用

本身想寫d開心野..但一寫開就停不暸.

怪暸.....

今晚.....兩個傻瓜...一支幹白...開胃酒...

結果...食暸好多...哈哈..........

 

                                              生活开始有点乱

                                              突然又番来写了...

                                                     果日

                                              好了......准备出发了..

 

                                           睡了一天...

                                     因为早上扫地辛苦了...

                                          刚刚脚受伤了.....

                                                 痛

                                       没做过没做完嘎功课.

                                             真繫沒心机... 

                                             被骂算了...

                                                                           呜呜呜    

                                             你吾會知道我衣傢有幾想去hk

                                        手拿住钱却吾可以消费系最痛苦嘎

                                                                   v w 50% off

                                                      my god.....點可以感嘎

                                            我可以拥有绳...银包..甚至袋袋

                                                                  但....却不能去

                                                    好羨慕可以话去就去的fz

                                                             不过算了...开学了

                                                          li 一年就努力读书吧

                                           储弹药..下年暑假再去hk败家去

                                                 哈哈...到时谁肯陪我去啊?!

                                                 because lamlam系路盲啊

                                             谁....谁到时和我一起去败家?!

 

 

最近听番tanya旧嘎歌...

爱情如果真的是束缚
为何你们爱的轻松自如
你说你天生爱孤独
两人生活有点太辛苦
我不像你是双栖动物
我只能活在充满爱的幸福
我所能适应的温度
都是以两人世界为主
呵呵..

我可能系......双栖动物.......

却害怕孤独.....?!

 

                           space竟然改版了...

               蒙然不知...最近写日记的热情淡却了.

                         很多事宁愿憋在心里...

                           或者...不想献丑..

                        或者...只是...没有结论....

                           看了大家的日记...

                   原来大家都少写了...因为高三嘛?!

                                 应该是吧....

                   可是...写了的人..充满了文采..

                  高三啊高三...已经准备好暸嘛?!

                呵呵...我那些幼稚的话....不值一提了..

                                    不过...

               還是..不会放弃..发泄的途径..只是更隐晦了...

                          我开始...拒绝人地嘎关心...

                很吓人的举动...这样的我...我不喜欢..

                        却无能为力去改变什么....

                  这是我自己扮坚强嘎结果..不是嘛?!

 

                           呵呵......呵呵.........

 

                                         

終于將chinadiary的日記搞好暸...

呵呵...

其實.我不是很捨得放棄這裏..

畢竟..

我用暸很多的時間和心血來搞..

以后...

都還是會在這裏寫的.

不過.

可能逐步逐步就過去chinadiary暸..

唉唉.....

有鎖仲比沒鎖好嘛...

對不?!

 

lamlam.chinadiary.com

 

有鎖....吾驚再惹禍..大傢以后多多繫chinadiary到畱言支持我哦`

 

今個星期晚晚都好晚先訓..

但晚晚都過得好開心哦....

凡凡真的好可愛哦..卡卡....

大傢要支持winnie&凡凡后援會...

今日去暸自习室...狠狠地颓了一天...

不知道做什么...就感叹世界已经去左一个上午..

对于space..突然知道虾子为何这么无力...

突然好明白猪同我讲嘎野....

事实....只有交给时间做判断...

我地......沉默应对...

呵呵...这个是顺便加嘎...

講下bi吧..今日第一次见到距就有预感会见第二次..

果然....晚黑补完习番屋屋....183上又见到了...

恩.....ling籽嘎预感好准.....

太郎......就繫講緊距拉..卡卡.

                                                                                           今個星期发生了好多嘎事....

                                                                                 兔兔多次地哭了....好傷心好傷心啊.

                                                                                                  事情好復雜...吾想讲...

                                                                                           但系我嘎space到.....首先...

                                                                                                     我要向某人道歉......

                                                                          因为我对某人嘎憎....而拉了落水的某人..

 

 

                                                                       但......我亦希望某人的fz向我的兔兔道歉....

                                                                                             因为你嘎行为有d过分了...

                                                                               人地嘎事....我地局外人凭什么插手...

                                                                                          如果因为感你而去伤害兔兔..

                                                                        感繫米我又应该飞番短讯去伤害你朋友呢?

                                                                             对于我space嘎言论..我真的觉得道歉..

                                                                           但对于妳嘎行为....我觉得我们都多事了.

                                                               如果你见到....希望你飞番条短同兔兔道歉...好嘛?

                                                                        另外......我地真的不应该再插手管li件事...

                                                                              有d东西...系旁观者永远都看不清嘎..

                                                                           无可否认....当事人口中讲嘎野会偏激...

                                                                    所展现嘎事实会有不实.....li樣野兔兔都有.....

                                                所以我地....旁观....安慰...和解...而不应该把事情搞到更大..

                                                       希望.....事情可以就这样算了.....希望.........可以道歉..

 

 

回归正题....今日嘎论题系讲小大人嘎世界...

吾明.點解长大嘎我地...会变得感复杂.

是因为岁月令到我们学会了狡猾.学会了不信任.?

還是环境使我地变得圆滑....世故?

但小大人.....总是不懂事的...

就好似上星期嘎事...我做错了...

株株讲的好啱.......我感做....只会令人觉得我是个讨厌嘎人..

我错了....系小大人嘎世界里面....找不到平衡点...

如何生存.....哎..........

 

                                                                             其实....她亦只不过想话比距知吾好感..

                                                                                                   估吾到会搞成感.......

                                                                                                 一步错......步步错......

                                                                       睇住感嘎世界.....无奈.....系心里面蔓延....

 

好希望..... 下星期.....会有好转拉........

 

 

 

                               

                                离离合合......聚聚散散.........

                                已经搞吾清咩系true love......

                     

  

 

                                琴晚十一点几系msn到见到小米...

                                跟住我地net meeting左果几两个钟.

                                倾左好多野......

                               

                             

           

                                first......我同距研究patrick cox..

                                搞到我衣傢劲爱....我要买..

                                though now i am a poor girl....T_T

 

                             

 

                               then....不经意地谈起了love...

                               估吾到.....小米真的没再排拖了...之前那些都是假象

                               點解呢?我吾明啊.........

                               言语间...听出你还喜欢竞...真的嘛?

                               就算你不讲...我还是感覺到了....你不经意间

                               总是问起距...你知道我地现在关系最好了.

                               我吾想话你知距有几个女人之类嘎也....

                               只有话你知道......我地衣傢没成日联络了..

                               你都有问我怎样了..

                               真的....妳地个个都问我怎样....我都隻可以答soso.

                               昨天同你倾计嘎时候...

                               不知道怎的.....突然念通了我拍不暸拖的原因..

                               我太爱我自己了......我不懂如何去爱人..

                               我想拖的目的.....无一样吾系為左自己嘎..

                               关于love....好似没出现过......

                               唸番上年gv嘎触动......哎......找不到那种感觉了...

                               li就系原因吧.....感就一个人吧......

                               一个人.....都不错.....呵呵.......

 

                                

 

                                                最后...  ...

                                  还是....想小米开开心心的...

                                  曾经的..错过了亦就回不来了...

                                  珍惜着衣傢...将来先吾會后悔....

                                

                                 p.s......小米乖...吾可以话ling我扮大人嘎.

                                           我仲繫你嘎乖妹妹.....永远系.

 

                              

                       

 

 

 

                         终于开始住宿了..很满意的说.

                              有大家嘎生活好開心..

                         起码可以吾洗自己一个人髮藕荳.

 

 

                            2.14情人节..大家都有情人结.

                                   孤孤單單的....

                           不过...看開了...开心的活着就好拉.

                                 感情就顺其自然....

                       多谢果晚有兔兔陪我吃饭.姊妹陪我飛短

                                    包包陪我做功课.

                                  仲有winnie嘎侏古力...

                  呵呵...仲繫lamlam我最爱的黑苦苦呢..卡卡

 

          

 

 

                      好高兴....认识你....就算曾经被背叛.

 

 

 

 

 

我....重來吾覺嘚自己可憐..

的確...我好倖福.吾繫咩?

但....我又真繫一個可憐嘎人.

到處乞求d得吾到嘎野.成日搞到自己無開心.

做人做到感無謂好賤...

今日被老豆閙左鑊甘嘎.

原因....恩.....因為我沒即刻洗住宿嘎用品.

         仲有..我阻住距睇電視.

         另外..我上網.

好似.....每日都比距閙...時時刻刻都閙.

好煩...吾想見到距繫屋企.

一聽到距去打golf或者齣差我就好開心....

喫綫...好煩距......穩吾到到證明距愛我嘎地方.

朋友.....好遠......點解有d人繫要甘討厭甘對我..

吾想講暸...

最后........li排.....開始望着某形狀物體髮傻..

唉.....點解呢?好煩啊....好煩啊.

 

嗚嗚嗚.....好想喊啊.....

我之前辛辛苦苦p嘎相....全部吾小心刪曬

一張都沒得畱......

d相....花左好多心機嘎......整得好辛苦.

個天仲咩甘玩我啊....

好灰.......好無力啊.......殺左我拉

d相.....連底片都一次過刪曬....嗚嗚嗚..

吾好甘拉....變番距地比我好吾好啊?????????

 

吾知點解用感嘎題目..其實...我好倖福拉.

隻繫.........抒髮繫d鬱悶嘎野......

我.....又繫一隻充滿元氣嘎crab..

還番d相比我`